Tuesday, January 18, 2011

time for me?



Its a another yucky day here in supposedly SUNNY California :) Just finished cleaning the house and laying the kids down for a nap... Now it's "me time" for approximately 1 hour :) Have you ever had the feeling, that you can't wait for your young ones to take a nap, but then 5 minutes later you are board or can't sleep yourself? I for some reason, do this more often then I would like. I have been struggling with the whole taking time out for myself, ever since I became a mom 4 years ago. I feel guilty when I shut the door and step into the outside world alone. My arms feel empty and its quite. My husband (who I have been married to for 6 years and the love of my life) doesn't seem to have this problem. He can golf for the day or mountain bike and not have a care in the world.... Will this happen for me? Or is this just what being a Mom is about? Or maybe I secretly like being needed 24/7....

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